My Father Planned It All
Well, I just received official word from the doctor that this cycle failed. As if it wasn't hard enough to take 7 negative pregnancy tests, they also have to confirm with blood work that I'm in fact, not pregnant.
As hard as this is, we're not going to give up. We are going to continue to pray, and seek every means possible to expand our family. I fully believe that God will allow me to experience pregnancy at some point in my life, and that He will also bless us with another adoption down the road. It's actually really amazing me that I have this much hope today. I still have moments of extreme sadness over our situation, but I feel like the best is yet to come for our family.
God has given us so much! And I have no doubt that He will continue to bless us, even through some very hard trials. A sweet friend messaged me first thing this morning that she was praying for us as she listened to My Father Planned It All. So I pull up the song on my phone to listen again, and I just sobbed in the car. It's so comforting that we have a God that comforts us through shade and sunshine, and I am forever thankful for the people that pray for us and love us through these difficult times!
P.S- Times like these make me that much more thankful for or precious children! I am so looking forward to the days ahead where we get to spend our first Christmas with them!! As sad as I am that we won't be announcing a pregnancy this Christmas, I am so excited that our babies have a mommy and daddy this Christmas, and that we have them!!! Best gift I could ask for ❤️
As hard as this is, we're not going to give up. We are going to continue to pray, and seek every means possible to expand our family. I fully believe that God will allow me to experience pregnancy at some point in my life, and that He will also bless us with another adoption down the road. It's actually really amazing me that I have this much hope today. I still have moments of extreme sadness over our situation, but I feel like the best is yet to come for our family.
God has given us so much! And I have no doubt that He will continue to bless us, even through some very hard trials. A sweet friend messaged me first thing this morning that she was praying for us as she listened to My Father Planned It All. So I pull up the song on my phone to listen again, and I just sobbed in the car. It's so comforting that we have a God that comforts us through shade and sunshine, and I am forever thankful for the people that pray for us and love us through these difficult times!
P.S- Times like these make me that much more thankful for or precious children! I am so looking forward to the days ahead where we get to spend our first Christmas with them!! As sad as I am that we won't be announcing a pregnancy this Christmas, I am so excited that our babies have a mommy and daddy this Christmas, and that we have them!!! Best gift I could ask for ❤️
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