First Pregnancy Tears
Maddox and Madeline,
My sweet sweet babies. Words cannot describe the joy you bring my heart every single day. I am constantly battling between wanting you to stay little forever, and being so excited to watch you grow up. You are everything I dream of and prayed for and more! It's funny, when I tested positive on Sunday with my first ever natural pregnancy, my only reaction was hysterical laughing. I was laughing so hard my face hurt. But my emotions never went to tears, just extreme joy! The first time tears hit me was last night when it was my turn to pray with you before bedtime. You were sitting in daddy's lap with your hands folded, and I began to pray. Every night when I pray, I pray that you would always know how much I love you, that you would never doubt for one minute the amount of love I have. And for some reason when I prayed those words last night, I started crying. I know you won't read this for a long time, and I'm sure I will tell you this a million times in your life, but I have to make sure you know. I LOVE YOU! I love you just as much as the baby growing in my tummy. Whether my babies came to me through adoption or pregnancy has no bearing on the amount of love I have. I can't imagine my life without both of these things. I am going to cherish these last few months as a mommy of two, and then we will be so excited to watch you become older siblings! I love you with all my heart!!
-mommy
My sweet sweet babies. Words cannot describe the joy you bring my heart every single day. I am constantly battling between wanting you to stay little forever, and being so excited to watch you grow up. You are everything I dream of and prayed for and more! It's funny, when I tested positive on Sunday with my first ever natural pregnancy, my only reaction was hysterical laughing. I was laughing so hard my face hurt. But my emotions never went to tears, just extreme joy! The first time tears hit me was last night when it was my turn to pray with you before bedtime. You were sitting in daddy's lap with your hands folded, and I began to pray. Every night when I pray, I pray that you would always know how much I love you, that you would never doubt for one minute the amount of love I have. And for some reason when I prayed those words last night, I started crying. I know you won't read this for a long time, and I'm sure I will tell you this a million times in your life, but I have to make sure you know. I LOVE YOU! I love you just as much as the baby growing in my tummy. Whether my babies came to me through adoption or pregnancy has no bearing on the amount of love I have. I can't imagine my life without both of these things. I am going to cherish these last few months as a mommy of two, and then we will be so excited to watch you become older siblings! I love you with all my heart!!
-mommy
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