Today, I am hopeful
Baby,
Periods come and go (you'll learn one day), and then it's time to start "trying" again. Every month that comes, I figure out what day we would be able to meet you if we got pregnant this month. And what group of friends would you be in school with if we got pregnant this month. What day we would we be able to announce to our friends and family, and what day would we be able to find out whether your initials will be CBA or MRA. I have it all planned out, every month. As much as I try to just let go, and forget about wanting you, I just can't do it.
If we do get pregnant this month, we will be able to announce to everyone on our 5th anniversary! This would be so perfect! Then we would find out your gender right around daddy's birthday! You would be one of the oldest kids in your class, since you would be born in the beginning of October.
This would be such a perfect month! But I always hope and pray that God will give us the strength even if it isn't.
Here's to a new month!
-mommy
Periods come and go (you'll learn one day), and then it's time to start "trying" again. Every month that comes, I figure out what day we would be able to meet you if we got pregnant this month. And what group of friends would you be in school with if we got pregnant this month. What day we would we be able to announce to our friends and family, and what day would we be able to find out whether your initials will be CBA or MRA. I have it all planned out, every month. As much as I try to just let go, and forget about wanting you, I just can't do it.
If we do get pregnant this month, we will be able to announce to everyone on our 5th anniversary! This would be so perfect! Then we would find out your gender right around daddy's birthday! You would be one of the oldest kids in your class, since you would be born in the beginning of October.
This would be such a perfect month! But I always hope and pray that God will give us the strength even if it isn't.
Here's to a new month!
-mommy
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